Back to GYM!!!

I gain 20lbs since I work and I don't like what I look now. That's why I decided to work out in a gym near on my place.

I hope, lumiit ang tiyan ko.huhu... My co-workers always told me na malaki tiyan ko.huhu.. wait lng sila ng ilang buwan, liliit din to.
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After ko mag gym this day, I went to SM fairview and I saw my ex walking, syempre nung mag kaka salybong kami, bigla me umiwas ng daan.hehe..

After non, nag madali n me umuwi. di ko alam kung ano ginagawa nya don, pero isa lng kami ng barangay, kaya isa lang sasakyan nmin pauwi.hehe.. Prof. sya ng mga nursing sa St. Agustine.hehe.. ang cute nia nung nkita ko, pero iwas n lng me. aya ko kac mahulog ulit loob ko sa kanya.hay..

Badtrip!!!

Hay!!! sobrang nkaka badtrip, sira na pla ziper ng pantalon ko, di ko napansin na kahit tinataas ko n pla ung ziper e di pla sumasara, di ko tuloy alam kung madami ng nka kita ng aking brief sa work.huhu!!..

Tanong ko nga sila bukas kung napansin nila un.hehe!!.. napansin ko n lng na sira ay nung iihi ako sa mrt, kac pag taas ko ay parang nka bukas pa din, maiksi p naman angf damit ko, kaya di matatakpan n sira na, buti n lng at may bag ako.hehe!!!...(swerte pa din).

HangOver

I went to sm fairview coz it's my rest day and I watch The Hang Over, nkaka tuwa nman ung palabas, lalo n ung chubby guy. tpos sa ending ng movie ang ganda nung mga pinakitang pic, specially ung ginawa sa chubby n guy.haha!!..

After ko manuod ng movie umuwi lumabas na me at sa labas habang nag iintay me ng masasakyan ay may chubby na medyo masculine ang tingin ng tingin sakin at parang gusto mag pakilala.hehe.. kya lng mejo gabi n non kya di ko n lng pinansin, pero mejo nag hihinayang ako, kac sya ung sunod ng sunod at pag lingon ko sa kanya ay ngumingiti sya, at tumitingin sya sa baba ko.hehe..

Sana may mag send skin ng mga pic ng mga chubby n guy, attracted talaga me sa mga chubby n guy.haha!!..

Malas!

kainis tong araw n to, katatapos lng Restday ko pag pasok ko dami tawag sa floor.hayy... Down ang system, dami nag rereklamo, sakit tuloy lalamunan ko ngaun.

Todo tipid-tipid ako ngaun, ala n me pera, sa Fri mag kikita kami ng syota ko, sana matuloy nman kac may 3 weeks n kami di nag kikita ng mahal ko.hehe... excited n me sa gagawin nmin.

RestDay!!!

Grabe, parang walang pahinga mag work, di ko man lng maramdaman ang restday ko. Parang ang n
bilis lumipas ng araw, may pasok nnman ako, wala man lang ako nagawa nung restday ko.

Isa pa sa nkaka-inis ay ubos n pera ko, nagamit ko sa hospital pang bili ng gamot ko.hay!!!... pati na ipon ko n dapat i-deposit ko ngayong katapusan ay naubos na...

Celebrating Alone.

July 16, I already sent a message to my partner that we will see each other on Sat July 18, but he didn't reply. Because he didn't reply I'm expecting that it's ok to him.

On July 18th afternoon before I sleep, I send him a messge "kita tau mya ah, miss n kita mkE". I wate his reply, but it tooks an hour before he reply. When he replied, I'm already sleep that time. he said" di ako pwede nagun, uwi kami Pampanga". So what I did is to sleep the whole day, I absent for that day because I'm expecting that we will celebrate our 5th mounth aniversary. But I guess, he for got that it's our aniversary.

I feel bad, sad and lonely that day. So what I did on the nextday I send a message again I told him that I want to see him, and he replied. "antok ako at pagod po ako dami ko pa gagawin sa house. Pasensya na bawi ako nextime".

I love him so much, but i don't know if his the right person for me. I feel bad, because he didn't give pay attention for me, and most of the time he always forget me. But I love him so much...

July 18,2009!

5TH MOUNTHSARY JULY 18TH

July 18th is our 5th mounth aniverary of my beloved once.hehe.. I'm still thinking how we will spend July 18th together, we both busy. I work at night and he work at day time, I hope we spend that night together.

I miss him so much, I always look at his picture before I sleep, I always texted him and I love him so much. I hope he feel the same thing, coz I dont want to feel the pain when my ex left me.